Topic of the Day - 6/22/08

Less of a jerk!

I'd like to be less bitter and regretful of my past.

My personality.

Oh Bunny~ It's okay. We know you're like a big warm-hearted softie like, inside. It's just that someone like hurt you like rilly rilly bad one time, and like, this is your way of dealing with it.

I can be really phone shy at times, which is strange because I'm normally very out-going.

I would be less lazy and more motivated.

Breine wrote:

I can be really phone shy at times, which is strange because I'm normally very out-going.

Oh, jesus, yes. I'd fix this. I just can't do it.

I'd like to be more secure about myself. :3

Xochitl wrote:

Breine wrote:

I can be really phone shy at times, which is strange because I'm normally very out-going.

Oh, jesus, yes. I'd fix this. I just can't do it.

Glad there are others. It's just so strange that I can sometimes be really nervous about just calling my doctor and making an appointment and stuff like that.

A little mix of all of that. ;p

I'm really phone shy. I'm really insecure. And I'm really insecure about my past too.

But mostly I guess I wish I thought more about what I said. And I wish I didn't have such absolute black-and-white thinking cause it really does put a damper on life if all you see is the good and the bad and no gray area. There's no real room for friendship or anything else besides one thing. It gets tiring.

I'm phone-shy with people I don't know in person. I'm way, way, way lazy. And I just can't reel 'em in.